Blessed By a Curse ...by Elena Nomis
I lay here merging myself into the luxurious surface of your masculine being;
Around the small of my back a meeting of your arms is forged, building a sanctuary for me to open my soul to play with yours.
The safety in this experience provokes me to tell of all my desires; to expose all of my thoughts and let astray the fear that threatens the elation that you represent.
The tremor in my lips still holds testimony to your uncensored kisses and longs to let slip the secrets that fuel the passion nestled within me.
As your breathing and thuds of my dancing heart fuel more of my desire, I want to let go; to return softly into the real world where I am not afraid to blink.
But I hold on, because, one look at you assures me that whatever danger may take refuge in this fantasy is worth the sacrifice.
I helplessly drown deeper and deeper into your personality; a personality so differently carved and moulded by its flaws...And flaws so selfishly desirable in a man...
Never before had I enchanted a man so well defined, so true to his beliefs and self.
My heavy walls of fear and doubt have tumbled down around us.
I lay here, stripped of all insecurity and covered only in euphoria and star-dust dreams.
My restless butterflies have been calmed by raw kisses and endless conversations harmonised by laughter.
But still. More curiosity introduces itself as I long to know more of you, more of your thoughts and my presence in them...
I cannot wait for the morning when you will finally wake up.
I cannot wait for the morning when I will finally stop missing you.
Never before have I been so cursed by a blessing,
And so blessed - by a curse.
BY: Elena Nomis